Thursday, May 25, 2006

Wake up call

Thankfully the tests have come back clear. I am relieved.

It has made me think though, what if they hadn't, what if I really had breast cancer?

There is still so much in my life that I want to do, some days I don’t make myself get up off my lazy arse and do the things I should, and the things I want. How badly would I feel about that if I knew my days could be numbered. (Well I know they are numbered anyway, its just how high the number is that counts)

Anyway it has got me thinking about the time that I waste on things that don’t make me happy, the money I waste on things I don’t really want or need (how sad is that), and the quality of the time I have. I don’t want to waste another ten years feeling fat and frumpy and totally sick of myself. I don’t want to waste another ten years wondering if I could get my business ideas into a working form. I don’t want to waste another ten years without connecting properly with my family and friends.

Its time to wake up!!

I want to live, not just exist.

Thanks to those who commented and emailed, your thoughts were very much appreciated :-)


Mia Goddess said...

Thanks for the update, I can't imagine the sense of relief you must be feeling. Oh boy, have you got me thinking too!

Zara said...

Such GOOD news to hear this morning! Thank you for the quick update and PHEW!

Wendi said...

I CANNOT beleive I missed all this!!! Thats what happens when the sun starts to shine, I just can't find it in me to sit inside and well surf the internet.

I am SO GLAD everything worked out ok for you!

Next time you have some important news you need to pop over to my blog and comment something like, "Hey you, come out of the damn sun and check out my blog" LOL sometimes I need to reminded :-)

Once again glad things worked out and your ok!!!!!!!!!

Brandi said...

Wow, that was quite a scare. But then again, sometimes that's just what we need ... I wonder what it did to you? If it bumped you out of sadness and contemplation, and into real true action.